Gone without trouble

I ran away,

Noe I pay the cost,

I thought I would be better,

Now I’m later off,

I am writting you a letter,

I know you haven’t lost,

But it may make me feel better,

Too know I sought,

Yes, I ran away,

I took away in a bus,

It was not a happy day,

Felt like hitting a bus,

When I rode off,

Chances Are slim,

I know you don’t need me,

Yet it feels so grim,

So bear with me,

I feel sin,

I am small and slim,

Lights are dimmed,

Like a fire I have seen,

The lightning beam,

Flash in front of my eyes,

I shouldn’t tell you this,

But I’ve lost my mind,