I want to do it

I am trying to find a way,

But it’s so hard,

This stress is tearing me inside out,

So much to worry about,

So little time,

I don’t know what to do,

At work I am focused,

But getting there is a whole different story,

It’s like I can’t relax,

My mind is always buzzing with things I should do,

I can’t close my eyes for one second,

Without the thought that I am lazy,

I don’t have a full time job, yes,

Still I need to behave like everybody else,

The stigma of unemployment is tearing me down,

It’s so much things I would like to do, but I don’t have the energy to do it,

I am not that good at forming habits,

I start doing something and eventually it becomes boring,

It’s too easy to just do what you’ve always done,

It’s often good to air out your thoughts,

The problems always seem bigger in your mind,

To get away from low energy,

You have to let go of fear,

Try your best and you will succeed,

 

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